A Victim of silence

Then I knew the miracle of being brave to speak. For all of you who felt that you're a victim of silence, try to confess your feelin' especially for the hurt feelin' of something. A tears brave from the braver one.
Being silent is good, but for being hurt you need to speak.

I'am a victim of silence 
for a long time. I can't describe sadness or madness, it's blue, so blue.
I'am a kind of person who want anything get smooth, better to be silent rather than speak but life get much hardest way, but being silent slowly hurt a piece of my heart, depression, stressed, uncomfort..

Then I'm realize that something I need the most is speak. Maybe my words can't solve anything, maybe my words is nothing, maybe I'm just a child who speak a meaningless words, but at least, my heart got better because of my-nothing-meaningless-words. I don't know, its making better or it making worst.. The problems pushing me into the edge of the world, I need to choose the way.
There's two ways:
I jump and I don't know my life will be survive or not or I stay in the edge, I feel safe but I can't reach the ending of the story, cause it's stuck in the moment.
Then I choose the dangerous one, I need to jump. I can't stay in my comfort zone..I don't care I'll die or survive.
If I died, I will died peacefully, cause I'm already push my self to tried solve the problem.
and If I'm survive, I can get meaningful life, and I'm not a victim of silence anymore.

ps: for all the people who had a hard life, under-pressure life, never lose hope..you only need to jump in your comfort zone and try to speak up. Don't let your self down anymore because of the trouble maker.
If you spent your life 90% of drama, fake smile, fake happiness, ONLY for make anyone else feel better or happy, don't worry..you have 10% a chance to speak up your hurt, your sadness, your madness, your trouble, your blue, your grey, your dark, everything you need to talk, you've a chance in your 10%.


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